Numb
Well it's been a quiet couple of days. I have to tell you that I have been enjoying my boys. Ben is soooooooooooooooooooo cute and he loves Josiah so much. I wish you all could see them together. Anyway as for me I have been feeling numb. I don''t know why. It's like my feelings are on hold or something. Even though I feel numb it seems like I discover more and more emotions each day. I wish I could describe them to you , but I can't. Atleast not yet anyway. I don't quite understand this phase, but ironically enough these numb feelings are helping get by. I feel like I can live like nothing is wrong, like there is nothing to threaten my son or my family.
posted by Maria | 9:03 AM
3 Comments:
Still praying Maria. I love you.
Girllllllllll, I love the picture. You are so stinkin gorgeous. Whistle, whistle. Love ya!!
Whatever it takes to get you through.
Is it ok if I send a picture of Josiah to my prayer group? I have asked them before to pray for him & I think a picture would help them to keep remembering.
Hang in there. Praying for you every day. Hugs.
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